"It does not matter how slowly you go so long as you do not stop"~ Confucius
Through sick and health
“In life you are going to make mistakes, you're going to fall down, but it's the getting up that counts. Just like in baseball: you'll get a few hits, but most likely, you'll strike out more than you'll get on base. But don't quit. Find your focus, relax, take a deep breath and give it a good swing" Dave Pelzer
Things has not been going well for the past few days. My brain is shutting down slowly on me. Feels like there are so many things to balance. One thing after another. But the people who cares about me make it easier to go through and I'm glad that they never move a step away from me. Having the right people as friends is important. When you have people who stood by you no matter what, it is easier for you to stand up on your feet again when you fall.
Throughout my younger days, I have been a very bad daughter as well as a bad friend. But I learnt from my mistake and cherish them more. And now, I feel closer to my parents. Maybe God has shown me the way and I realized that there is nothing more important than your own flesh and blood. I don't want to have any regret for not being anak solehah
I have fallen so many times and managed to get back up. God has given me so many chance but I never appreciate them. But now, I want to feel free, feel changed and feel more alive. Also, knowing that my BFF Fifi is learning to wear hijab actually made me realize that life is short and that I don't want to waste my youth away doing non-beneficial things in life.
Things has been different for me for the past few months and the feeling is different as well. I can't explain how and why. I just hope that God will enlighten my way and show me the good things in life...Amin..
"Patiently, then, persevere - for the Promise of Allah is true, and ask forgiveness for your faults, and celebrate the praises of your Lord in the evening and in the morning."(40:55)
Only your real friends will tell you when your face is dirty
As sweet as the post title says, that's how I felt today. Had an enjoyable day with best friend Fie today and never felt this way for a very long time. I needed some time off as well. Been working my ass off for the whole week. Bought a toga dress for Alex's wedding next month, a lipstick (don't even know why I bought it), an eye shadow (don't ask me why I bought it), an aviator (on sale) and a plastic box for my make ups.
Had lunch together and then shopping session..It was good...A therapy I can say and this therapy involved $$$..And I miss someone....
When Dianah and me finished our studies, we thought daddy and mummy will have time for themselves and maybe they can go for a 2nd honeymoon. Well, I was wrong, mummy decided to try to nanny a small boy which is now about 4 months old and unfortunately it has become daddy's new toy.
See what I mean? The baby has occupied daddy's time on computer and tv..Goshh
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I have this addiction towards watch. Give me a watch and the world, I will choose watch. A new watch to add into my watch collections. Yippeee!!! So you now know what to present me during my birthday. Start to save some ka-ching!!. So by the time my birthday comes, you have enough time to get me a watch...
The aftermath
“You don't choose your family. They are God's gift to you, as you are to them.”
-Desmond Tutu
Cik Fie kita, kalo dah makan, xdak rupa lady like..
Life has been treating me good lately minus the tension of my Spanish class (due to the size of my brain is as small as a turtle)...Class was good except workload in office is gaining. Good that my time is fully occupied this semester. At least it helped me to get my mind off from certain things. I'm trying to segregate my priorities. Attachment will be in July therefore the preparations for my thesis and so on are pack. Seriously panic mode is on... Attended a few functions and I feel connected to the outside world. Will have 2 wedding date to attend this month and 1 in April.
I have realized that your world does not revolve around your partner only. Your friends and family are connected to you as well. One thing I learn from my previous relationship is that never neglect your family no matter what. Because these are the people whole will and have always take your bad and good in. And one more thing, choose your friends carefully. If you get a friend who will wake up at 3am to drive down to your place just because you broke up with your boyfriend, then keep them. Be a good friend, be someone your best friend can rely on.
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