I did not believe that my 3 years of tenant with D*** came to an end yesterday. Took many photos with the team and it felt so surreal. I tried holding my tears back as I do not want it to spoil my last day in the office. My team brought me to OldTown QB for a farewell lunch and bought me a Starbucks Tumbler which I did not expect.
The people that I used to know and the friendship built over the years has made it hard for me to bid goodbye. Honestly, I do not miss the company instead the group of people who shaped me into who I am today.
Believe it or not, the decision I made to have a change of wind was not long ago. Not because I'm not happy with the people I worked with, but because I needed a solid position that will guarantee me a better future. And knowing that I'm a highly ambitious person, I guess making this move was the best thing to do. Plus, I'm going to build a new life with my partner, financial stability was part of the reason why I needed the move. I have doubts recently on whether or not I have made the right decision. People who supported me thinks that it was the right thing to do. Staying in the previous position will not benefit me in the long run.
I have never believe hard enough in God's will last time. I'm not a pious person as well but I'm learning to believe in whatever God is giving us, they're for the best and that there's reason behind it. I pray that things will go smoothly in my new position especially with the new colleagues, new culture and new environment. God has been good to me but I did not see it. Instead I dwell on the bad things happening to me. My partner has always been advising me the importance of 'bersyukur'. From that on, I'm trying to see things in different angle. Not all things has its bad side. You need to believe and pray hard. Only He has the power to change everything around us. But believe me, when you're grateful with what you have and not take things for granted, things will be better, gradually. You just need patience.
Good things come when you believe
What has been going on lately
OMG....! It's been awhile since I last logged in to my blog. Sampai dah ada sawang labah. Not that I was busy but lack of ideas on what to write. Plus I'm lazy. Yes, I'm lazy.
First thing first, semester dah start and I was abit lost this time. Sebabnya, banyak juniors. Most of the seniors has graduated (except me) as I had to extend my candidature due to my thesis and my Spanish. Aaahhh, the Spanish *dragged myself aimlessly*. This time my class are full with engineering students, 1 pharmacist taking major in management and 1 nutritionist (if I heard it correctly during the 1st class). And most of them look nerd and trying to kiss the lecturer's a**. The method of teaching has changed as well. Lebih kepada style round table. Which it should have been implemented earlier and not just now.
Secondly, my cooking skills are getting better. Minus the curry type. Interest untuk memasak ni lebih menonjol lepas bercinta dengan si tunang. And it came naturally. Weird kan. Bagi seorang manusia yang sgt tidak minat terhadap memasak. That's why people said love makes you do crazy things.
